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a thousand times more (ft GLXSGXW)

by sophonborrowedtime

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verse 1: (soph)
i feel so out of place
wanna fly to outer space
to get out this place
im such a fucking waste of space
im such a fucking waste of space
im pessimistic thats true
i wont get up unless theres something to do
i just wanna be with you
but you dont even talk to me
what the fuck am i supposed to do
i just wanna fucking be with you

prechorus: (soph)
im sick of everything
i wont do anything
to make myself feel better
guess I'll fucking sing
out all my problems
till the end of time
and by the end of time
i just mean when my time is up

chorus: (soph)
im still fucking up
at 5am
havent slept and im wide awake
im too fucked to ask for help
so i grab my blade
you know the story you've heard it a thousand times
a thousand times more
itll happen again
and again until im fucking dead
inside and out
will you just shut your fucking mouth
this shit makes me sick to death
i dont wanna take another fucking breath
of this shitty air

verse 2: (glxsgxw)
And I am scared of my shadow
Cause staring at it makes me think
How bright I used to be
And I
stare at the hole in the gallow
and finally I think I'm gonna jump
cause
I been alone all my life
I have no friends cause I can't socialise
yeah I barely scrape by
the dread of existence
the love that im missing
the feelings quite distant
wish that I had listened
to everything she had to say
all her words just went right past my brain
now im feeling consequence the pain
unbearable I watch my mind decay

bridge : (glxsgxw)
watch me thru the cracks I can't take it
watch me go insane I can't take it
watch me thru the cracks I can't take it
but I never wanted this
I never wanted this

chorus: (soph and glxsgxw)
im still fucking up
at 5am
havent slept and im wide awake
im too fucked to ask for help
so i grab my blade
you know the story you've heard it a thousand times
a thousand times more
itll happen again
and again until im fucking dead
inside and out
will you just shut your fucking mouth
this shit makes me sick to death
i dont wanna take another fucking breath
of this shitty air

credits

released August 28, 2020
featuring glxsgxw
produced by me
cover art by glxsgxw
mixed by me and glxsgxw

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